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HEY EVERYONE!
THIS BLOG HAS OFFICIALLY CLOSED!
MOVING TO XANGA!(:
BYE!!!!!!!!:D
LOVES<3


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Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew.

school tomorrow is gonna suck.
i dont wanna have the talk.
i might just breakdown and cry.


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Cooke house prac in school today.
i was 30mins late!
cause i woke up late. oops.
it was supposed to end at 9am.
but somehow, it ended @950am.
then i had to pass my donation card to mstay.
i waited for like 5mins which seemed super long.
cause she was having oral test.
then joey&i rushed to the school bus stop.
waited for 186 that took quite fast to come.
THANK GOD!
then rushed to church.
i think i was like half an hour late?
yeah. and jan was leading worship.

camy training!
i kinda sound funny when using the mic.
and it's like super cold up on the stage.
so we were all shivering, or is it just me?
hahaha.
then we sing,sing,sing.
it was quite cool.
i'll try not to sing so weirdly & just sing normally!(:
haha.
went to town w/ toh,caleb,sam,amanda&van.
cinnamon&sugar pretzel for lunch!
the rest had pepper lunch.
amanda left early to meet des.
then we went to Topshop!
van bought a top!
&she's gonna buy a top for my birthday!(:
yup. then the guys left.
van&i just walked ard.
we were being crazy!
especially van who's like 5yrs older.
yeah. walked ard till like 5plus.
then train-ed home alone.

NAPFA! (5 staions)
Sit&Reach - 48cm;not very good):
StandBroadJump - 175cm;AMAZINGLY!
ShuttleRun - 11.54s;thats really slow):
SitUps - 22;i suck at it)))):
IPU - 14; CRAP!2more for A!))))))))));

i so hate myself for the last 2 stations lah.
it's like a few more and i can get A!!!!!
GAHHHHHH.

Oh okay, so now,
you talk about these 9yrs that went down the drain.
you say i should support&encourage you in everything.
you say i'm supposed to accept it.
you say what a Holy Life i'm living.
you say you cant help it.
you say it's so difficult and it's hard to stop.
you say i should just shut the hell up.
Fine, i guess it's no point saying anything now.
and all that you said just made me think that everything is over now. it's SO OVER.
i guess writing all that seemed to let off steam.
but reading those words just made teary eyes.
well, i can just have my happy birthday by myself.
cause Nehzys is just so screwed up.
it just sucks so badly.

i never expected someone that you were with to change.
i expected you to change first.
but now, she's so different, i am so happy for her.


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monday:
back to school today :(((
i kept falling asleep during devotion.
sang 'we are the reason' during singspiration.
i like that song!(:
havent sung that in a longlong time.
yeah. lessons were just super boring.
ohyah!we watched this vid during Dots lesson.
about pre-marital sex and stuff.
it was taken from the show,Get REAL! on channelnewsasia.
yup. then mrstan discussed with us about perversion, homosexuality, pre-marital sex and you know, those stuff lah.
yeah so it was interesting.
after school, char,chang&i stayed in our classroom and chatted about stuff and arella was looking at people's stuff.
haha.
chatted for like 1hr.
then went to canteen.
chang had cooke house stuff so we left.

tuesday:
mass stretch was just weird.
eng hr was funny!
we watched the 2grps of OM.
katherine was acting bimbo lah.
bevin looked cute with her 2ponytails.
got back our Lit papers.
manymany people failed please.
and like the highest is like 17/25.
so pathetic!
and mrskwok is so funny!
she was like clapping her hands or something.
and last time she was singing!
hahahah!
home econs test wasnt very difficult.
during prodots, we were discussing about our classtee instead of brainstorming for our products lah.
and Odelia was super retarded!
we were all laughing at her!
LOL.

stayed back for math peer-tutoring.
mee mee is funny!
she was super blur today!
haha.

today:
mschiam used c time period to talk abt stress management.
wanted to fall asleep cause it was boring.
then she showed the huggies vid again.
the baby is super cute(:
science test was quite okay.
dont think i'm gonna do very well though although my brother spent hours yesterday night trying to revise with me:(
pearl shifted beside me cause mrstan caught her going out of class in between lessons which isnt allowed.

stayed back for cf camp comm meeting.
ate instant noodles for lunch(:
KIMCHI RAMEN!
we used sindhya's brilliant idea for camp theme.
about infectious love(:
then we all got carried away with all the funny stuff we were thinking of doing during the camp.
hahaha!
but the really sad thing is that i cant go for it!
theres RETREAT!
although i think retreat is gonna be more fun, i still wanna go for cf camp:((
bus-ed home alone cause jeanette took 93 instead.

i just dont care about all your ___ stuff.
you say i dont understand cause i dont know anything about it.
but now, i really dont wanna know cause it's just so annoying.
it's like almost everyone is like this.
and even people i dont think are, are like that.
MYGOSH. what has the world become?

you used to be so much happier and fun.
although they say you look much happier than the past few months where you cried every single day over one person.
that's just dumb.
sometimes i really hate those seniors.
they're just bad influence man.
i dont understand why you choose to hang out with them.
and i dont see the point in talking to you.
cause you are just so different.
you're just such a ________.
i just cant stand it.


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saturday:
woke up half an hour earlier to heat up the crumble.
and get ready toh's presents.
then went for camy training.
i couldnt find any candles at home so i asked jan to buy.
we reach early and left the crumble at the pantry.
then after worship,
joeltay: We're gonna sing a song for a certain someone, can that certain someone stand up?
We: (laughing)
then toh was acting shy and all.
hahaha.
so we sang him happy birthday.
then back to training.
we were taught how to use this AVIOM thingy.
i kinda know how to use it but it isnt really important for me cause i'm a vocalist.
yeah then we did soundcheck.
i was like nervous luh.
cause must sing as your normal volume into the mic but i sang like super softly.
haha.
yup then we kinda get used to it a bit.
then after everyone went back to their seats, joeltay taught the musicians about chord progressions.
then i quickly ran down to get the crumble.
then while lighting the candles outside the hall, they alr started singing happy birthday.
then caleb&i were like OHCRAP.
then we hurry up lit all the candles and i brought the crumble into the hall.
the aircon was blowing the fire off lah.
so i had to re-light it.
then gave it to toh.
yup that was our surprise for him!
hahaha.

went out for lunch with toh,david,jan,mel&van.
ate @pastamania then van left and we went pooling.
then lanz&keith came to meet us.
i played like 1 game only cause i'm bad at it.
then they taught mel how to play.
she's not bad at it(:
oh and the slippers i got for toh was onesize bigger.
but it still fits i guess.
yup and i love the box with candies!
it's so cool! (cause i made it)
hahaha.

trained to bukitgombak for easter service @g2.
went to get snacks cause the guys were hungry.
and we were like 15mins late?
yeah worship was GREAT(:
then the skit was quite funny.
and the passion of the christ vid is super gory
jan&i kept covering our eyes.
i almost wanted to scream luh.
but it was really saddening.
then jan left for some concert.
then ps ronald was speaking to the non-chrisians.
about accepting God's LOVE.
yup. then worship again!(:
dinner was provided so we all went down to the basement to eat!:D
went to sign up for RETREAT!
then shared food with amanda.
she kept doing the highpitched sound.
then sam kept scaring us luh.
his totally weird face.
then went to westmall's arcade.
the guys were playing,eunice&i were just watching.
&ibought the ohsocute POOH&FRIENDS plaster!
it's SO prettaye(:
then we bought bubbletea and just slacked ard.
then caleb,sam&i went back first.
trained home alone.
my dad picked me up from khatibmrt cause i was lazy.
yup. it was a fun day(:

today:
char woke me up by smsing me lah.
haiyohh. it was only 8plus lah.
then we chatted for awhile,thinking of where to go.
then went online for a short while.
bathed&changed then went to bevin's church.
(Bt Panjang Methodist).
it was like a party and we invited CHOEE!
she looksquite different with her braces.
had games and CHOCOLATE FONDUE for dessert!
then bevin's mum fetched us to dover mrt.
it was like 9people squeezed into a 5seater car!
our legs were like numb and all.
then char couldnt walk properly.
hahaha.

cabbed to The Chevrons to bowl.
i got the highest score!! 88 points!
i'm so proud of myself lah.
my second time bowling only.
yeah then went to jec to eat & chatted.
then trained back with char.

i gotta go do my work now.
havent done any yet.
home econs&physics test this week!
ahhhhhh! must study!


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OH YES!
i almost forgot about chang&the ljs guy!
LOL.
okay so after prefects commendation yesterday, char,chang&i went to marina sq to window-shop.
we went to Ljs for lunch.
chang was the first to order her food.
then when we went back to our seats,
Char:EH. how come you got the cover for the drink?
Me: she asked for it luh.
Chang: i didnt ask. the guy gave it to me.
Char&I: how come?
Chang: i dont know. i always get one.
Char&I: OOOOOOOH.
Chang: huh? what?
Char&I: HAHAHAH!

OH YA!
while walking through citylink, we were talking about les and stuff.
Me:*shakes head* haiyohh. SEE. char&i are like good examples of straight people(:
Char&i: *stares at chang* HAHA!
Me: i know who she's with! HAHAHAH!
and i couldnt stop laughing. LOL.
then i told char that it's the guy from Ljs.
Char: HAHAHAH!
we told chang and she gave us this look -.-"
haha!
And char wanted me to blog about this!
HAHA.

today:
went to g1 for good friday service.
it was veryvery packed.
at first, amanda,nicole,deb&i were standing at the back then the ushers brought more chairs in through the side doors.
so we shifted right to the front.
then jan came VERY LATE.
she passed me something very nice smelling(:
after service,went to marina sq w/parents.
rushed to buy presents!:D
then went to IVINS for lunch!:DDD
Peranakan food ROCKSZXZXZ!!
then home.
going to my friend's birthday party later(:
it's a little kid(:
she's half chinese,half american.
SO COOL!
she got dark blonde hair luh.
and NICE BLUE eyes((:
haha.

OH AND CHOEE IS BACK!!!!
she migrated to hongkong and shes back for hols.
i cant wait to see her!!!!((:


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tuesday:
mass stretch was bad.
alot of people wasnt listening to mrtan.
and they all kept talking, especially the nlevels.
then Mrstan came and scolded us.
enghr was ok.
ms shen was praising us(:
Lit is super boring:((
acted out a skit for home econs.
dash's grp one was super funny.
they were purposely pronuoncing words wrongly.
shoe shop=SOO SOP.
LOL!
msyati returned some of our reports.
and wanted us to redo:(
ProDots was normal.
did some discussions and stuff.
then i was quite pissed with my group.
cause they always talk NONSTOP.
and pearl said i look very MATURE(:
unlike her. hahaha.

wednesday:
contact time was like so funny.
cause many people didnt bring their donation cards.
and mstay was nagging.
and while sathiya was announcing something, we sang THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG!!:D
cause it's her birthday today.
Ih commontest was really bad.
i'm gonna fail:(((
then went to watch a video at Theatrette.
and the 2N8 people so noisy.
haiyohhh.

stayed back today for CF COMM MEETING!
I'M IN THE COMMITTEE NOW!!!:DD
YAY!
then like 7 of us shared 2 packets of food.
hahaha.
then we took another pkt cause we were hungry(:
AND, so sad i cant go for Cf camp.
cause it's on the same week as retreat!:(
last year also:((
i really wanna go cf camp!

today:
bevin&i had trouble finding mswang aft assembly.
so we were running all over school.
then we got scolded by laoshi.
Lit lesson was more lively today(:
haha.
and mrng hasnt marked our papers yet!
HMPH! so long alr.
watched the history vid again.
i didnt bother to write down the points.
just talked abit.
then mrchua was quite angry today.
cause we took a long time to get ready.
one period of music ONLY.
cause we had to go for Prefects Commendation.
mstan wasnt in class so we just kept talking.
and some people were gossipping.
Amanda and clique kept telling LAME jokes.
LOL.
so there was laughter all around((:

PREFECTS COMMENDATION!
@ StAndrewsCathedral.
service was quite okay.
the sharing was abit too long and dry though.
so gradually, people fell asleep.
hahah!
saw other schools there too.
like raffles,sass,rgs,sajc.
then chang,char&i went to marina square.
walked ard to window shop(:
then we saw this gift shop!
AND it had the POOH BALLOON!!!
it was HUGE(:
so i kept asking Chang to get it for my birthday(:
then jac,sindhya&teresa were stalking us!
haha. Everyone likes us!:D
yup. train back with char.
we were talking about some stuff & i think we were quite LOUD cause after we stopped, it was really quiet.
hahahah!

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